It was simply awesome!!:-)
And here my most favourite song (btw, it’s the song the people rocked most hehe):
-J
Afternoon Zero, amazing! I love their sound especially ‘Wake up call’ check them out at: Myspace I just tripped over them when I was searching for an ‘emo’ place to go in Toronto.. 
Fortunately they will perform on Sat Sept. 1st @ Mod Club.. That’s what I call luck 
I also couldn’t attent to all the festivals I told you about..( 
) But gonna join the Osheaga Festival in Montréal on SAt 8th, I think. The smashing Pumpkins and Damian Rice are playing and I would really love to see them.. but Afternoon Zero is for sure! maybe see you at the great lakes over the great lake.. (haha)
-J
PS: 3 days!!! Canada here I go again!
There’s a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout ’cause you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out
And these mistakes you’ve made, you’ll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I’m still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it’s no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I’m naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you’ll use them, however you want to
But you can’t jump the track, we’re like cars on a cable,
And life’s like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.
(Anna Nalik)
It’s raining. It can’t rain all the time.
Daddy was right…I can’t run away from myself. Whereever I go, I always take myself with me.
It’s raining a lot lately though..
I like that song(above) her voice expresses my feelings.
10 days to go, than I’ll be home.
You have no clue how it feels like being born at the wrong place and being homesick such a long time over and over again..
I miss my dad. The only person I will really miss to death when I once have moved over…
-J
wide far away, I’m dreaming… forever.
Goosebumps allover. I’m freezing.. ‘If it’s me you seeing? thank god we’Re together’ Well, I just love this song.. I’m lonesome. (I could die) and I wonder how this all will go on.. Because I have no clue.. I would love to get some advice.. I would love to do sth. completely differnt to what I usually would do. Could I just leave all my friends behind and eg. move to Berlin? Just for a break, you know?! Just to explore sth new..? But I’malready so freakin’ alone (feelin..) how would that be if I’m moving somewhere where I barely know s.o.? I’m confused.. But wouldn’T it be worth a try? I don’t know! (I would love to, though..;-)) I also would love to have a best friend by my side.. and I’m not talking abou tmy cats or girls.. BTW.. I’m blonde now.. went to the hairdresser’s again.. I hated this freaking read..
-J
(Advice?!)
She is covered in a towel
She had already cried.
It bursted out of her
like a storm in the sea
The weaves of emotion
rolled onto her like a big old truck
It’s seems forever
she had been hold
Wishing herself to death
She knows
she has to carry on, carry on.
There’s noone in life
who was ment to hold her like you
but you never will do.
Your Just a soulmate
not knowing about
Just a Soulmate not knowing about
But she,
knows bout you
Wishing herself to death
she knows she has to carry on, carry on
Sourounded by hot water she
wants to scream out her pain
Calling you, calling you
But all she ever gets is
Way more pain
and this emptyness inside.
Everyday she flips through her mails
just to make sure
you’re not answering
Wishing herself to death
she knows she has to carry on, carry on.
Filed under: emo
I simply miss you!
Jacqueline
I’m about to see a million things
I thought I’d never see before and I
I’m about to do all of the things
I’ve dreamed of and
I don’t even miss you at all
.. we read some of other people. Message in a bottle is an amazing lovestory. I’m almost through the book since yesterday evening. I can’t lay it beside me. This is a lovestory I definitely want to be happening to me The way Sparks describes how the two of them making love to each other is , I simply have no word for that. It’s more than beautiful and I feel so much in the scene right away. This is catching my phantasy way too much. It had been years now. As I always told you.. Too much soul for one person. Wow, I have the feeling I can’t get through this alone anymore. He way too much touched my nerv.
-J
