Filed under: Daily life
… then you know you are alive 
I dunno what to write usually I would write my hole soul crap type of thing so noone gets me anyway;-) oh hey.. there is a tag feature here now.. cool.. (might use it right away..;-)) I love blogging.. whatever.. So since I’m back from home(meaning Canada), I got a new job, hate it as well, lost a friend, she’s bitching, thinking, moving, eating drinking-less- loving-already missing- got a new job, start it by 9/11 lol but were talking about european dates..;-) I gonna be a stewardess, I could never really imagine me doing sth. really cool. now I do.. I’m going to.. it’s so amazing. There’s btw a single person I really miss in my life right now.. I lost him through his motherf.. (sorry) girlfriend, which intrigated for 2 years so out friendship got lost in outaspace after 10 years… Jens I miss you. I hope we can meet again.. anywhen.. there’s the feeling you still with someone even though you haven’t spoken to him in ages. Missing is hell. To be missed and not knowing even worse. ‘No one can finde the rewind button girl’ Just breathe…
I just hope to be fulfilled with love the upcoming months. There must be a way to brake the bad boyfriend cicle. There must be a way to step off the path and leave a trail. Come take my hand..
We never know what might come up the very next corner. Hopefully it’s always love.
Noone said there would be rain again.. I blame it on myself.. or blame it on the weatherman?
I’m afraid. So much new things to handle.. I’m moving to Frankfurt..;_) I know.. I always wanted to leave.. but.. I never lived out of bavaria.. lol! this is so exciting..;-)
I have to get a new computer(mac yeah yeah yeah) I gotta.. oh my god, so much new!
What placeds am I gonna be able to see? What beds will I stay in.. what stories will I have to tell to my friends?
I’m melting in your eyes.. Oh my.. all those news.. A chance? After all those years? I still like you. Ready to glue your broken heart, if you are.
Whatever.. there is a future…
-J
Filed under: Daily life
spread your wings.
Just slowly move to the beat.
Not faster than your heart is.
The riffs lead you through the night.
Feel like jumpin’ in the river.
The only thing missig is you, Balu.
Bagira likes cuddling.
-J
