My journey so far…

Laura came today for brunching with me @ Tapas Bamberg.. What a desaster at first! Bad table in the middle of the small room, the buffet was almost empty and the staff was more than unfriendly. So Laura and me looked at each other and had the same thought! "WE're not gonna spend our money in here!" So we just left. (I never gonna go there again!) So we walked down to the "Hofcafé" where we ate "Bauernfrühstück" yummieyummie -as usual- Some hot chocolate, café latte, juice.. great! WE had so much fun *hug* Laure is so wodnerful. She has the sense to listen carefully und you really feel she'S just helping you by just listein' by what you say.. So I told her about all those Visa problems and all my problems with it.. And we both thought it might be just better to stay a little longer, get more experience and leave after having had another  nice 2 years. (Gonna try to get a job in Nbg then). Let'S see.. Spending more time with my girls can'T be wrong anyway:) She gave me hope. Thank you so much for that:) We were also talking about our vacation in Athens this summer.. gosh ! real greek food yummy! So, also made another appointment for next wednesday since the SATC-Girls of Franconia are going to celebrate the "Biergarten" season!:) Haven'T decided which one yet, but it will be one @ "Berg" yeha! 

Endlich BIA! (und bald auch noch Bockbieranstich.. uha!:))

-J 

I love this song.. just humming it for the entire day now:) Great day!Konrad asked me yesterday if I wanna come along for his barbecue tonight, and I gonna go. This will be fun for sure:) A lot of my colleges will join, so this is more an "old colleges get together", since Konrad (Chef) works in Vienna now..:) 

Just came home from my "aerobic course" which I'm doin' every friday as a little workout. *sweating*;))  So I gonna get showered and ready for the bbq Yamyam, bbq made by some professionals (since we are all hotel staff…;)) will be fun!:)

Oh and I got a 1 (A+) today.. guess.. Yah, it had been an English exam.39 of 40 points is quite good, I think *twinkle* But I had been so nervous linke in grade 5. Because English is my "Baby" and I really never wanna get worse than an A- .. so you see..;) 

Ok… Dressingtime!:) (I can'T write, what I'm hoping since _you_ might read it. But I'm thinkin' of it *badgirl*:)) 

-J 

warum holt sie uns immer wieder ein? Erschreckend, wenn man alte Bilder anschaut und die Menschen, die darauf sind einem plötzlich total egal und fremd sind… traurig.. oder wie sagte chaplin:

"Ich werde es nie begreifen, wie zwei Menschen die  einmal einander geliebt haben, aneinander vorbeigehen können, ohne auch nur "hallo" gesagt zu haben" 

(Das ist für Patrick, denn an dich wird trotzdem noch sehr viel gedacht… Aber manche Dinge sind einfach nicht dafür gemacht zu funktionieren… ) 

-J 

reading is so much fun "Tv in ur head" and since I started to entertain myself with books instead of tv I gut so much more time! unbelievable:) And I feel better. May be prepaired..;) Since I don'T think I will buy a tv in Canada first… I do have a computer to listen to music and to watch movies (dvds) So thats all I need… actually I also could live without the movies.. since.."You can'T miss what you don't even know" right?!:)

by Cecelia Ahern. Just finished the book yesterday. My favourite author..:) Actually, this book was not as good as the last one, but it was a nice story.. Now I just startet "Die Vermessung der Welt" (I think this book hasn't been translated yet, but it'S kinda 'The measuring of the world") by Daniel Kehlmann. And I just love it.. It makes me laugh and that'S what a book should do. Since days I'm so entertained with my book, I don'T even need a tv to relax… (What I mean by this is, that I usually relax by doin' nothin) So, just came home from work.. will eat n read now.. ttyl!:)

-J 

.. how much woth life is! I mean, whom of you is thinking EVERY each and single day about "why does the heart beat?" whom of you sees the beauty of your youth.. whom of you thinks about death.. I mean, _really_ I mean for quite a time now it came up to my mind that I can live every single day just once. Sooner or later it'll be over.. OVER, that means forever gone.. I don'T know if there'S a "afetrlife" or whatever, so I just can presume, that there'S nothin and with a puff we'Re just gone. Gone for good… Forever.. And I'm getting damn frightened by that thought. Nolonger to be able to read a book, no longer to listen to music, no longer to be able to love, to share, to argue.. to do anything! Sure you can say, you won't be intrested in that, when you are gone.. TAHT'S the damn point! I can't be any longer intrested! It's so scarry!

At least… my grandpa is about to die. Gonna visit him tomorrow-might be for the last time ever.. LAST TIME EVER… This is so scarry! Once I was to young to really understand what that means, but now I do. And now I'm scared…

I hope there'S a haven for all of us to meet up again…

-J

(that is what brings me back to my religion, now I do understand religious ppl… They are just willing to rely and hope(might be the mostz important thing))