Filed under: Europe
Or.. the “Green Island” I’m quite excited since I haven’t really planned anything..:) Just flying to dublin tomorrow morning and I will see what to do. My plan so far is to head directly to Belfast and stay there for a day head off for Giant’S Causeway. Sligo, Galway, ring of Kerry, Moher, Cork, Waterford, Killkenny Limmerick, Dublin. Hopefully I can get an autograph by my most favourite author, Cecelia Ahern.. I will try for sure!
Filed under: Lyrics
Just to remember myself to get the song: Fall-out-boy “Sugar we’re going down” pretty good and I was just so lucky to find out whom it sang… (more to come…)
-J
Filed under: Lyrics
Loving you the way I do
I know we’re gonna make it trough
And I would go to the ends of the earth
Cause, darling, to me that’s you’re worth
Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead
If you’re out on the road
Feeling lonely, and so cold
All you have to do is call my name
And I’ll be there on the next train
Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead
I always wanted a real home with flowers on the windowsill
But if you want to live in New York City, honey, you know I will, Yes, I will
You never know how it’S all gonna turn out, but that’s OK
Just as long as we’re together, we can find a way.
And where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead
Filed under: Lyrics
gotta change my answering machine
now that i’m alone
cause right now it says that we
can’t come to the phone
and i know it makes no sense
cause you walked out the door
but its only way i hear your voice anymore
it’s ridiculous
it’s been months for some reasons i just
(can’t get over us)
and i’m stronger than this
(enough is enough)
no more walking around with my head down
(yeah)
i’m so over being blue
crying over you
and i’m so sick of lovesongs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing
you were still here
said i’m so sick of lovesongs
so sad and slow
so why can’t i turn off the radio
gotta fix that calendar i have
that’s marked July fifteenth
because since there’s no more you
there’s no more anniversary
im so fed up with my thoughts of you
and your memory
and now every song reminds me up what used to be
that’s the reason
i’m so sick of lovesongs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing
you are still here
said i’m so sick of lovesongs
so said and slow
so why can’t i turn off the radio
ooh
(leave me alone)
leave me alone
(stupid love song)
oooh
hey
don’t make me think about her smile (ooh)
i haven’t my first shout to let it go (ooh)
turning of the radio (ooh)
cause i’m so sick of lovesongs (hey)
so tired of tears (so tired of tears)
so done with wishing (ooh)
she was still here
said i’m so sick of lovesongs (said i’m so sick of lovesongs)
so sad and slow (oehooh)
so why can’t i turn off the radio
(why can’t i turn off the radio)
and i’m so sick of lovesongs (and i’m so sick of lovesongs)
so tired of tears (so tired of tears yeah)
so done with wishing
she was still here
said i’m so sick of lovesongs (so sick of lovesongs)
so sad and slow (hey)
why can’t i turn off the radio
(why can’t i turn off the radio)
and i’m so sick of lovesongs (i’m so sick i’m so sick of lovesongs)
so tired of tears (with in so sick so sick of lovesongs)
so done with wishing tears
you were still here
said i’m so sick of lovesongs (said i’m so sick so sick of lovesongs)
so sad and slow (said i’m so sick so sick of lovesongs)
so why can’t i turn off the radio (hey)
why can’t i turn off the radio
why can’t i turn off the radio
Filed under: Lyrics
I’m not the sort of person
Who falls
In and quickly out of love
But to you I gave my affection
Right from the start
I have a lover
Who loves me
How could I break such a heart
Yet still you get my attention
Why do you come here
When you know I’ve got trouble enough
Why do you call me
When you know I can’t answer the phone
Make me lie
When I don’t want to
And make someone else
Some kind of an unknowing fool
You make me stay
When I should not
Are you so strong
Or is all the weakness in me
Why do you come here
And pretend to be just passing by
When I mean to see you
And I mean to hold you
Tightly
Feeling guilty
Worried
Waking form tormented sleep
This old love has me bound
But the new love cuts deep
If I choose now
I’ll lose out
One of you has to fall
And I need you
And you
Filed under: Daily life
Lazy day off. French courses were cancelled. Talked to mom. Thought a lot of Toni.*hug* you were right, the angels are with me. My guardian angel told me today how much he loves me. I got finally the truth I was searching for. Another book to close, finally. Another road which might rise to meet me.. wind at my back, sun upon my face and the rains softly upon my fields.
-J.
Filed under: Daily life
Talked to Grandma. She’s not being good at all. I wish I could help her. Talked about cancer. Hope all will turn out well. We don’T know yet. And faith can move mountains as we all know. She sounded psychically quite fine, she’S such a strong woman. I love her. She’ll make it. Whatever it is.. You will get to know your gradgrandchildren! Promise!:)
With all my love and prayers,
-J.
Filed under: Puff
A warm Welcome at work. Boss has holiday as well. Easy afternoon, an evening with some nice old grannies. Nothin’ complicated today. Just business as usual. Finished work by 11pm – half an hour early. Great! It’s great beiing alone with C. Talked to M. Made an appointment with him for breakfast on Sun. He’s just such a great humourus guy, I like his company:) Going to watch Everwood now. Tomorrow is off:)
Cya,
-J
Filed under: Inspiration
May the road
rise to meet you,
May the wind
always be at your back,
May the sun
shine warm upon your face,
May the rains
fall softly upon your fields…
May this come true to me… *smile*
Filed under: Europe
K, after having had a really nice friday and arrival in Vienna, Piper (the American CS @ C.’s) and me went out to get to know the city. C. was driving with us to the “Hundertwasserhaus” and showed us the “Prater”. The Hundertwasserhaus is pretty amazing and inspiring as well. We had a coffee ’round the corner in the “Kunsthaus Wien” which is also built by hundertwasser.
After having had that coffee C. dropped us off at an U, which brought us to the main shopping street..;)
WELL, so far so good. Then we got into this “not Pizzahut, looks like Pizzahut” place.
We got in there, got some space to sit down and it was kinmda “selfservice” So I wanted to order for Piper the special offer with one slice and a coke and for me just a whole pizza (hey, I was pretty hungry). But the guy to whom I should order didn’t get it. After 3 explanations he got it, gave Piper her stuff and said that I should sit down and wait until my pizza is ready. When we paid our stuff (my pizza was 5.70) I gave him 10 euros. He asked me for another euro.. and was like (Hm? ok.. he might wanna give me 5 euros back), so I gave him 11 euros. And believe me or nothe just gave me 5 euros back. Then I asked him” Ehm, there are 30 cents missing, isn’t it?” He was like really grumpy “oh yes, yes, sure..” and gave me the 30 cents in 1, 2 and 5 cent pieces… Unbelievable!
Then I sat down waiting for my pizza. When Piper was nearly finished (all ppl around us were served) the guy was shouting through the whole room.. “Pizza here, ready!” I thought to myself, this can’T be true.. well… I picked up the pizza, wanted to got to go back to sit down, but the pizza wasn’T sliced! So I jkust turned around and asked if I should eat the pizza like that. The guy didn’T give me any answer. But another women sliced the Pizza for me.
After we got out of that place we searched for my chocolate store.. I’m so addicted.. The crazy german girl haunting for chocolate. At least we found that store full of chocolate. I had been so amazed. (bought chocolate for 24 euros…;))
Hm, then we met this toiletteguy which was also really strange and grumpy. first he wanted me to go with piper in one room. I said to him I don’t have to go to the toilett. He got it after the 2nd time. then he started to talk to me really weird stuff about americans and whatsoever.. unbelievable. I was just in the mood to slap him directly into the face.
Afterwards we found a really nice street.. But hey, in Vienna shops are closing by 5pm.. and it was 5 to five. I love crafts so I wanted to go in there. Asked Piper for the time. When we got in there I was just asking “how much time do we have left?” The grumpy old woman told me “5 mins” so I told her: “oh, if I gonna buy something it’ll be 10, ok?” she answered:”Well, then u have to buy stuff for about 100 euros” and the other lady said: “not even then” WOW! How grumpy can u be?!
Then we made that citytour with the tram, laughing all the time cuz Pipers guide didn’t tell the right stuff or we went the wrong way whatever. Ppl stared at us, but we didn’t care.
Later on we got back to C.’s place to eat her delicious pasta. Had a lil nap, some coffee, and then we got out for Panopticum and flex.
When we got out of the tram a guy smashed a beerbottle to another guys head. The smashed one was fallen down and the other guy smashed his head to the tramwheels. He was lying down there like dead. Jimmy got him away from the tram. And I wanted to call the emergency call. So I dialed 110.. “we don’t know the number u have dialed” I was shocked.. How can that be.. I immediately asked another guy what’s the emergencycall in austria. 133 he told. So I dialed. The guy from the ec was so grumpy! I told him “we are at schwedenplatz etc..” and he was like “and what should I do now?” I war confused so I told him that I don’t know but I think he should send a ambulance or police. then I heard the policehorn. So I hung u. he was just like, “ok thanks” ok…weird. The guy was ok so far, very agressive but got up.. At this night we saw a lot of rightwing ppl… Panopticum is really nice. 70’s stile and chilly.
After calming down a lil I think all of us enjoyed the evening. though we all had the same feelings.. “strange day” Flex was also funny and nice. Had never seen such clean bathrooms in a club. Cool and relaxed ppl.. what else do u want?
When we waited for the night bus they opened the U half an hour earlier than usual.. there must have been something wrong that day..;) But well.. we got home, all well. Whatelse do we want? Stayed up a lil and had a nice conversation.
the next morning C. got up to say goodbye. she’s so lovely. After leaving I got to sacher to eat the famous sachercake (the schoeller one is better..;)) and by 1pm I got picked up to get home again.. A quick stop in muc for a coffee @ starbucks, leopoldstrasse. 11pm-home. I love shorttrips!:)
